Rebirth
23 December 2023, Ghioroc, Romania
I am Everything and Nothing
I Fall Deep on my own
into the Dark's Embrace,
Old Demons welcome me
my Sorrows Crawl out of me
and Hope leaves me.
I'm Smiling on the Outside, but Screaming Inside,
same Repeating Pattern
each day is exactly the same
trying to see the Bigger Picture
but in the moment, Everything Fades.
Smog begins to lay
running out of space to Breathe…
slowly drifting into Nothing
trying to feel my body
Fighting for Every Breath
clinging for Dear Life
suddenly,
You show Yourself as a Beacon in the surrounding Black
trying to make my way to You
just to find an Empty Ruin
yet, your Soul,
was always waiting,
waiting for Mine.
10 October 2020, Timisoara, Romania
Isolation
1 November 2022, Ghioroc, Romania
the Silence between Breaths
the Whispers of the Wind
the Patience as seasons Pass
Stillness, is all I know
My Faith keeps my Heart beating
Your Light is what brought me here
they say Dreams do come True
Witness me
Spirit is all I know
Deeply Rooted Worldly Entaglements
been Set Ablaze by the Sword of God
Planting seeds of Kindness
knowing all too Good the other side
a Constant Battle between
what is Right and what is Easy
an Illusion so powerful
we lose ourselves
in what we See with our Eyes
but Know that,
Freedom,
Freedom is in the Heart
where His Love just is
Patiently waiting
the Flow of Changes
Lost Myself
in the Stream of Endless
One Path,
Cycle begins Anew.
27 October 2020, on the Road, Romania
God’s Path
4 December 2022, Iasi, Romania
as a Child of Light,
Deep Within a Dragon slumbers.
My pain is a roaring Wave of Sadness
that has Awakened Him.
Screaming inside my Castle
empty, wide, big halls,
you could Hear
the Echo of a Giant
who Slit his Throat
on the kitchen's Walls,
dripping down his Icy Blue Body,
a Red like Pristine Ruby.
Every Room has seen Better Times,
every Visitor left his Mark
Etched in with a Knife
some more deep, some more shallow,
but all having a Ripple Effect.
Been let down more times
than an Ant, been Walked on
and squished, for pleasure.
This only led me
on a Frequency of Self-Mastery.
As a Samurai knows his Katana
as I remember the Wind's Kiss
on a Cold, Rusty Winter
so shall I Stand in Truth,
Spirit in my Words,
Purity in Everything I do,
Only then…
shall I walk on God's path.
12 December 2022, Arad, Romania